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get ripped. [mini relationship tip]



it felt like a knife being inserted between my ribs, then twisting.

and that wasn’t even the most painful part.

that knife pirouette let in the bright light of day and shone it on a fragile pink part of myself, a part i considered so icky that i’d purposely hidden it far, far from view.

ouch.

OK, so it WASN’T a real knife, even though it felt like one; i was just asking for some simple feedback. it WAS, however, my trial-by-fire way to learn
that WHEN FEEDBACK HURTS, HEED IT. HERE’S WHY:

>>> it starts out simple and innocent:

“hey, what do you think of this article i wrote?”

“hey, i know i’m a catch but i can’t find a date. do you see a blind spot that i should look at?”

“hey, do i look fat in this?”

>>> and then comes the knife, the carnage, the shame, the exposure:

“actually, i don’t understand the last half of the article, and the first half bores me – i’m sure i’ve read it somewhere before.”

“when you walk into a room, you exude neediness. you suck all the air and light out of a space, and no one has room to breathe.”

“you do look like you’ve gained 20 pounds. i noticed you’ve been prioritizing work and croissants over going to yoga for the last two months.”

OUCH.

whether the feedback was solicited (i asked for it) or if it just came unbidden out of left field (thanks for sharing), i’ve learned that if it hurts, there’s something important in it. otherwise it wouldn’t hurt.

when people lay truths like this on me and i react by wanting to lash out at them or hide in a hole, i know they are speaking some version of truth … something i need to hear.

if it didn’t contain a kernal of truth, important for me to hear, it wouldn’t land on me like a blade ripping at my heart, it would slide off like teflon – or simply leave me confused.

today’s tip isn’t about how to be more conscientious when giving feedback. (that’s next week’s tip!). for sure, some folks who’ve laid my viscera bare with their feedback could have been more artful. but that’s not the point. i’m interested in how feedback lands for YOU, not in THEIR delivery.

consider that this kind of pain is like a little flare, sending the message high into the air so your bigger self can read it’s sky-writing: THERE IS SOMETHING HERE FOR YOU TO LOOK AT, TAKE IN, AND CHEW ON.

consider, too, that the shame-filled bits you’ve squirreled away in a dark place in you, they gain their power by being kept in that dark place.

your shadowy parts, with light poured on them, become your blossoming. ~ LiYana Silver, love3point0.com (click on it to tweet it!)

it’s tough, but i’ve learned to open into this kind of feedback and even welcome it. i’ve learned to breathe through the pain and the shame of it, because on the other side of it is a more aligned, empowered, true me.

SO: your mission, should you chose to accept it:

–> get ripped.

–> meaning, when you receive feedback that rips at a tender part of you, consider that there’s something in there that’s important for you to hear and heed – and that it can lead to a more empowered, authentic, aligned and bright YOU.

to you,

liyana

PS: especially if you surround yourself with a kick-ass tribe, to their eyes and hearts you are completely fucking naked, anyway. they see and feel everything. they LOVE you. and they want your most authentic you in the world and so their dragon’s breath singes everything off your bones that isn’t truly YOU.

PPS: your comments give light and breath to this tip. share below, wise one

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